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I adore shopping!

January 29, 2007

Who says that I object shopping? In fact I like shopping, I only don’t like it in periods when I don’t have money. In fact even then I like it, but I like it infinitely more when I can buy something too. Well, when I see Britney with her friends on MTV going to shopping, I just close my eyes and think that I went also to buy new running shoes (actually I bought silver-black Reebok leather ones few weeks ago, the wisest thing to do is to get running shoes when it is winter discount!)

It is just that shops in Belgrade don’t have always what I want…

So I can only dream how beautiful would it be that I enter in shop one day and say

-Good day, my beloved friends!-
-Good day, mister Dejan, what do you wish to buy today?-
-I just want to greet you with a smile, and to buy few things by the way-
-You are always very welcome, just say!-
-Oh well, I need 300 gr of happiness, half a kilo of pure joy, hmmm, what is that there on discount? aha, inner peace, well, that’s good – give me 2 kilos of that…How about selfless love, hmm, okay, give one litre of that. Do I need to mix it with water, or I can drink it like that?
-No, you can drink it like that. But if you want to mix it with water we have concentrated one too!-
-Okay, give me that concentrated one, and what is that over there…forgiveness, give me that too, and two bars of bliss and delight. What, box of pleasures, no, I don’t need it, I have already bought pure joy, and if it won’t be enough I will drop by this evening to buy half a kilo more. And please wrap it all up well, I don’t want to lose anything of it-
-No problem, here I will wrap it in special paper of humility that can contain it all-
-Thank you, how much money do I owe you for that?-
-Come on, why do you ask, we know that you are close friend of the shop owner. So everything is free for you!-
-Ok, thanks very much. I just thought it would be polite to ask :) Good-bye dear friends!
-Good-bye mr. Dejan, and please come again!-

But perhaps this is not mere dream. Perhaps the name of this shop is created Universe. And what is the way to become very good friend with the Owner? Nice topic to think about…

Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted counts.

Albert Einstein

One thing is sure, if such shop exists you do not say ‘Give me’ no, it is not proper. Proper word is ‘Take me’ (make me Your friend, never to part)

Enjoy your shopping!

Saint Sava – All schools’ Slava!

January 27, 2007

Hram Svetog Save
Today beautiful snowflakes clothed Belgrade in white clothes, giving him outwardly the inward beauty of his name (Beli grad, or Beograd – means the white city). Celebration clothes are not there without reason – today all schools and universities celebrate St. Sava’s Slava. Slava is serbian custom of celebrating patron saint, and St. Sava is patron saint of all educational institutions in Serbia.

Let us see who is that man whom we celebrate today. He is the source of unceasing inspiration to me. Why is that? Because he is my hero of renunciation in order to reach one’s own higher Ideal. He was born in royal family as a serbian Prince, in place called Ras then in medieval Serbia, in 1169 AD. His name was Rastko Nemanjić, and his father was a powerful King, Stefan Nemanja (actually he was Grand Župan but I am using the title King not to confuse the readers here, it is the same thing). Now you can easily imagine the difference between prince and ordinary people – he had wealth, and one day he was supposed to inherit power from his father and to rule the country (from his 15th year he was ruling actually over one bigger area in order to learn art of ruling state afterwards).

But when he was 16, three monks from Mount Athos (Holy Mountain on the Chalkidiki peninsula) visited serbian court. He talked with them and decided to flee away from the court to Athos and to become monk. To renounce all that awaited him and accept the life of obedience, celibacy and poverty. Why on the earth he did that? Why would anyone renounce such wealth, such wordly pleasures at the court – and there are wise men who say that in terms of passion money and beautiful women are next to nothing compared to political power. And our Rastko renounced future ruling of the country. He was very bright, he was not stupid (read his biography to see how diplomatically he was skilled later in life). My personal opinion is that he must have felt something that is far more fulfilling than all that what awaited him. Imagine for a moment that you are a prince and that someone tells you – renounce all that and I shall show you greater treasures? Would you renounce? I would not. Only someone who FEELS that ideal in heart can do such a thing. It is divine nostalgia.

What happened when King found out that his youngest son fled to Greece. When he found out that his beloved son went to monastery he was so desperate sent an ultimatum to Greece that he will occupy the country unless they bring him his son back. Serbia then was very powerful and this threat made statesmen tremble with fear, but Rastko told soldiers that they take rest that night and tomorrow he will go with them back to Serbia. However, during the night while soldiers were sleeping, Rastko became monk, and took the name Sava. He wrote letter to father to console him, and to persuade him not to send the army. It is interesting that later in life both King and Queen renounced world and became monks. Sava, and his father Stefan Nemanja (later St. Simeon) renewed Chilandar. Sava also became first serbian Archibishop 1219, and so he established the Independence of Archbishopic of the Serbian Church.

Can you remember anyone else who was prince and renounced all to search for higher Ideal. Of course, I am speaking of great prince Siddhartha Gautama, who in his 29th year left everything, his wife and little son too, in order to find way to cessation of suffering. After 6 years he became the Buddha and came back to his wife and son (whom he accepted as his disciples) but he never became wordly King, as St. Sava also never became wordly King. It is unknown to me that anyone else in history was in royal family and renounced all in order to become ascetic or monk (if you know someone however, please leave the comment). Therefore St. Sava and the Buddha will always be my heroes, to remind me that inner seeking in heart knows no outer compromise. We are speaking so much in our day-to-day life about sincerity, but when we read about lives of St. Sava and the Buddha we can see and feel what sincerity to one’s own heart ideals really is. Although compromise can be good in outer life, in the inner life it can never, never, never be good.

Ottoman Turks burned holy relics of St. Sava in Belgrade, Vračar Plateau, 1595, but they couldn’t destroy heaven glory of the saint. On that very place now is situated enormous St. Sava Cathedral (just golden-plated cross on top of it is 12 meters high, so I heard), which has 49 bells of all sizes (and music tones) that can play melody when ringing. Tone D1 is dedicated to great serbian Prime Minister Dr. Zoran Djindjić who was assassinated in 2003.

Few years ago I went to listen to one classical concert that happened to be on this day. So, before they started the concert, musicians sang and played the Hymn of Saint Sava. During the years of communist rule in Yugoslavia St. Sava was not praised, at least not publicly. But now spontanously all people in concert hall stood up when they heard beautiful notes of this hymn. And I am not ashamed to admit here that in that moment it was impossible to hold back tears in my eyes.

Da se srpska sva srca
S tobom ujedine,
Sunce mira, ljubavi
Da nam svima sine;

That serbian all hearts
Unite with you
Sun of peace, love
To shine on all of us;

Election time in Serbia (for parliament)

January 21, 2007

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silly thinking

January 6, 2007

I was thinking. What would happen if I won right now 1 million $ on lottery. Would it make me better or worse man in the long run? (I am almost ready to believe that it would not be good for me) People always say -We just need a little more money, if we just had a little more, everything would be just fine- But let us think it the other way, what if someone gave us much more money – would it be for our own good, or would it make all worse? Perhaps this is silly thinking. But anyways this is ethical thinking. Money is not something that helps our nature to evolve – sincere cry in the heart is needed for that.

The Moon Cannot Be Stolen

January 1, 2007

Ryokan, a Zen master, lived the simplest kind of life in a little hut at the foot of a mountain. One evening a thief visited the hut only to discover there was nothing in it to steal.

Ryokan returned and caught him. “You may have come a long way to visit me,” he told the prowler, “and you shoud not return emptyhanded. Please take my clothes as a gift.”

The thief was bewildered. He took the clothes and slunk away.

Ryokan sat naked, watching the moon. “Poor fellow, ” he mused, “I wish I could give him this beautiful moon.”

story taken from 101 Zen stories

January 1, 2007

And so it is time to introduce myself. My name is Dejan, and I am from Serbia. Sometimes I wish that I have more money just that I can buy new running shoes. Or that I have more money so that I can travel, and visit interesting places (note: I am not speaking about well known tourist attractions). Or to buy nice presents for my dear friends. Other than that I need no some extraXXL money, I mean, I don’t have any illusion that money would make me happy. Except for perhaps I should be able to buy more books, that is true. I don’t know what robbers think when they rob the bank – will that make them happy? Let me tell you – no, I mean, it is their own being that could make them truly happy, so I can recommend to any robber to go and watch the river instead of robbing a bank. Why? River is flowing, and when you watch it you are flowing in peace too, and it is the same as you are flying when you see the bird is flying to joys too. And something like that can make you happy. It is not much, but it can give joy. But I guess that bank robbers do not have time to read my blog. They are always busy.

A new beginning

December 31, 2006

So this is the last day of 2006. year, and the first day of my blogging here. I can feel somehow that 2007. will be great year, and you may say that I am an optimist, but I just feel it – so I want to wish Happy New Year to everybody, both those people who are on eastern hemisphere and who are in New Year right now, and for those who like me are still waiting for midnight. OK, I have to vamoose now – to celebrate :)  

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December 31, 2006

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